I'm bricklander.

When it came down to redesigning this page to be actually maintainable I didn't have many ideas for the design so we're going with something simple. You're here to read, not to stare at pretty colors. Go to the art pages for that. Welcome to the only good website to ever come out of Neocities. It's true. If you got here somehow, someway, then you probably did something very wrong in life that led to the current point in time where you're laying your eyes on the screen reading the stupid wall of text I'm about to put down. My name comes from me fucking up simple basic typing when trying to sign up to a little game that was once called Brick Hill. To make a long story short it was a roblox clone I found in 2018 from a YouTube video I saw on the wonderful recommended tab and well I thought "this looks interesting i might check it out" and I was originally gonna sign up with the name "brickhillian" but somehow i put "lander" instead. I was gonna go back to the sign up page to make another account but I thought "no that sounds stupid, suck it up and keep the name" and I just rolled with it and well, now we're here. At least it wouldn't make me look like an idiot in the future because well I did say the game was "once called": The owner got exposed for meeting up with a someone who was under-age oops. And then the site died for reasons that should be pretty obvious if the cogs inside that brain of yours function properly. Everyone ended up leaving, staff included, except for like a couple for some reason? Then those people just also decided to dip later on because they got bored or something. He was taken in to jail for a little while and then got out. What? If you're reading this you should've given me all the owner perms I'm not gonn' lie. If I was called "brickhillian" I would've just disappeared off the internet out of sheer embarassment from being named after a dead game with that type of owner. I only use the worldwide communication systems of the internet nowadays to entertain myself by watching YouTube videos from 10 years ago to pretend I'm still in the times where I wasn't as miserable, as modern day so-called "content creators" don't know how to make good videos anymore; listening and making music and other stuff. I've been going out a whole lot recently. Some of you people should probably try doing the same too. Anyways, to try light up the sort of bad mood from the paragraphs above... I would say I like bideo james but I haven't really played many. I only have: - A PlayStation 2 - an XBOX 360 with like 5 games can't get no more because no more store and I do not have the money to import any of that modchip stuff. However there seems to be a couple soft mod related things in the works from what I've seen on-line and well, if those get to the point of being reliable then that would be prettyphenomenal - A really shitty laptop... one that freezes if you even look at it like its some sort of introvert trying to fit into society - And a phone that I don't really use for games because good mobile games stopped existing the second J2ME died. At most I only play Pokemon on emulator and any random game that catched my attention off the Play Store. But nothing else. I have picked the PS2 back up recently though. Mine's got a modchip and also FunTuna on the memory card. It's been pretty fun so I'll give you that. I've been playing Okami in there. I did hear its a long as shit game but I plan on hopefully getting far if we're still alive by the end of the yeeeeear. I want to make a game. Well kind of two games. The main one I'm thinking of is something I've dreamt of for many years though. The second game idea came to me hours before writing this line (04:04 a.m. 02/10/2025). If those ideas go anywhere at all, then you'll probably see them uploaded by me somewhere. Either that or this paragraph's gonna disappear at random. No promises because I don't like making them. --- Here's a poem I just wrote based on the #feels: "I want a Wii I really like the Wii There's this homebrew app for the Wii You might've heard of it if you have a Wii It's called the Homebrew Browser for Nintendo Wii" The Homebrew Browser for Nintendo Wii might be a gift from the gods above as it was one of the reasons you're even able to read this whole block of text in this specific domain. Hi teknecal. If you ever see anything that I made about the janky homebrew app browser you made like 20 years ago that you probably forgot even existed, I would like to apologize first and foremost. Don't know why this whole thing happened either and why it hanged around for 5 years. --- Well anyways, like I said before I sometimes enjoy making music. There's like 2 tracks on my main youtube channel (no guarantee they'll be up by the end of the month there's constant purges in there because I am quite fond of "updating" my music), and one album. There's also the music & albums pages here if you want to check those out. I own a SiIvaGunner fanchannel called "dekyawave" where I upload my own rips. It has a gimmick where I redraw all the thumbnails manually because I thought it would be cool and even though it kind of is, it is also really fucking hard to manage because the thumbnails sometimes take longer to make than the actual rips. It's basically an art showcase channel that just happens to upload music. I don't bother submitting to any other channels. 99.99999999999% of the rips I make go to dekyawave because I don't care about the rest unless they got some cool event going on. I am not very fond of many people in this community except for my friends. That is until they decide to go onto "hiatus": calling it quits with no estimated return. I don't blame them. Running a channel of the vein is really tedious considering you absolutely have to be really active with video uploads if you actually want to go anywhere. If you simply don't give a fuck about anyone else then you can just upload whatever and whenever you please though. I also like drawing I guess. I've generated every graphic on this website with Noh-vel Ae-I Just kidding, maybe, possibly, if. for legal reasons that is a sarcastic comment. --- I use Ibis Paint X on the phone and my finger as a pen to draw, it's as tedious as it sounds. I also do quick sketches on notebooks when I'm bored and then digitalize those. You'll probably see them here soon. The biggest inspiration I have when it comes to any type of art is myself. The way I'm wording it sounds narcissistic as all hell because it is; but if I'm being honest with you its pretty much true. I just like making things for myself and my mind only when it comes to the shit I like. If someone else happens to like the results of that, cool. Self-love is important, but remember to moderate your amounts of it. You can end up falling down the deep end. And we don't want to see you act like a fool on Twitter; many people have done this already. ----------------------------------------------------------------- I don't really know what else to say. If I have any more ramblings to write about in the future I'll add them here. Nothing ever happens. Love you,

that's all you need to know.